THis IS mY SpAcE

Hi there everyone. last night I was surfing on the internet and came accross this website. i aint no hippy or anything but what i saw made a lasting impression. im curious to see what everyone has to say about this. please click on the link below and veiw all 3 movies. if you have time please leave a comment in my blog.  thanks for your time.

 

A broken heart is terrible.. apparently only time can mend.

I looked around myself blaming problems on other people.

i look deep inside, i realize i was the only one to blame, i was the one who was too blind to help me freinds when they were in need.

i think you all know who you are. i appologize.

all i can ask is that you look down in your hearts.. dont forgive me for my past sins. give me another chance.

i wont let the bile of seduction cloud my mind, fore my truthful feelings lie within my freinds.

i now  realize what is wrong in this world.

i have a countdown, then all hell will once again break loose.

i promise.

watch out.

Mistakes are made, promises are broken

recoverys a long and painful proccess endured by most

only once has its icy clutch torn my soul from the flesh, blood and bone know as a body

toying with the mind, questions , what if?

deep within the caverns of hate, misery and sadness the truth is stored

after time passes will you be able to find the answers

searching desperately for a gleam of hope, insomnia sets in

fear grasps the mind, tears are the only release

but fear has not ingulfed me, hatred has passed quickly

dreaming of dreams to come, i realize

epiphany, all at once i realize

it just wasnt meant to be

i wish u the best

death is honorable.

 

YO! well anyway... sHAUNO CAME! it was short lived, but it was awesome to see him again... shit we got so drunk... i think i lost my wallet in the bar... >_<  well, after a long week, the wekend passed quickly (shorter time till i see someone :D ) anyway, i jus thought id leave some words. lol LATEz

well, tonight was really fun. i enjoyed myself, had a blast. i went out to the nelson heights gym with john and played volley ball with the old men and women. it was sweet, got to see some old faces, and a few new ones. Seemed like the cougars couldnt keep their hands off me... one even slapped my butt.. >_< i also saw carley there, she looked nice, but all she did was sit out till the last 10 mins... it was kinda funny, me n john laughed everytime she messed up. i also learned a few new things about amy today which im glad i found out about, but also at the same time understanding of her pain. i wish people did not have to endure the pain and hardships of a nieve childish indavidual. well anyway, i need to work tommarow morning, so im off to bed. Carley Gl with devon, hes a cool kid, which after some hard times is finally back on the right path. i wish the best for both of you, as for amy...... you'r HOT! :D nighty night.

i sat up till 1:52 this evening listening to the "girl of my dreams" tell me how increadibly horrible i was, but, i know now for a fact that every night she thinks of me. i moved on so quickly, but shes trapped in the past.. i feel sorry for her, she told me how she acctually wanted me back.. i know she still cares for me, but never will it happen. iv had to endure horrible torture before, im lucky i was able to handle it so easily. as she cuts me down, telling me how horrible i am, i realize how lost she truely is. iv grown up since grade 10, im a stronger person. this is her first real break up. i can only hope for the best for her. i hope she doesnt go into a deep depression as i did after my first love. the pain is unbearable.

with the events of tonight i found out that i have a freind. plus great feelings i never realized before...